Every year, as May comes around with all it’s beautiful sunshine and flowers, it brings with it a lingering feeling in my heart that a tiny piece of it is missing. When my son’s first “birthday” came the details were all so clear! Although there were tears, I was able to celebrate as I could… Read More


The windowsill in my room is quite wide…wide enough in fact, to sit a chair on it. It sounds kind of odd, but we had a wicker chair that didn’t quite fit anywhere else in our house so we stuck it there. This week that chair kind of became…my escape. I haven’t wanted to leave… Read More


For those new to the blog, I wanted to post an article written by my sweet husband on his blog China Ramblings!¬†about the loss of our second child. This article will be archived under Infant Loss for the precious people who would like to learn more about our story, infant loss, who need encouragement, or… Read More


Happy Mother’s Day Happy Mother’s day to the wonderful women in my life! I wish you could see the tears I am crying just missing you all! Also… Happy Mother’s day to all the mommies out there who have given birth, adopted, or care for children who are not their own and read my blog!… Read More